I should post. Forcing myself to write is better than not writing at all. But all I have to say will not fit here and my fingers wouldn't be able to keep up with my brain.
I do want to say that friends do not ask you to leave their basement when they know you don't have a place to go, when they know you just went looking for an apartment and didn't find anything worthwhile, when they know the decision rests on the status of a job, when they're not tight on space, when they could save money by letting you stay. Friends wouldn't do that.
I don't think I am staying with friends.
Beyond that, I don't want to put the effort into saying anything else.
Rebecca,
ReplyDeleteI know the last few weeks have been difficult because of the uncertainty in your life. But that uncertainty will lead to opportunities and personal growth that you never would have been able to imagine-or had the stomach to force yourself to deal with.
Now that you're in the midst of this change, it's tough to see that you'll come out a different and better individual.
I already know that I will be in love with that individual too. And that we will be even better suited to pursue a life together.